Hello to my followers!
One of the things that fascinate me most is the difference between how you see yourself and how you describe yourself and how other see you and describe you. Some people seem to have a very, very high self esteem. Or they are out of touch with reality.
Last week I found an interesting profile on recon. The basic datas of that slave were 191 cm height (6.3 feet), body description: muscular.
If you read those basic datas what kind of guy do you expect behind it? Well the description muscular for me means that that person has a nice muscled chest, well trained pectoral muscles and maybe is well trained belly area so that you can see some abs, maybe a fourpack or a sixpack.
So I decided to get in touch with that guy and I asked him for a pic of his body because in his profile he offered to send a picture on request.
Muscular? Honestly? Where? At the soles of the feet, behind the tip of the ear?
Excuse me? This is chubby. Round belly, round ass, thick legs.
Don’t get me wrong, it is totally okay when you look like that and if you are happy with that but please be honest to yourself and to others. This is not muscular.
This is muscular! Flat belly, abs visible, v-shape. If you look like this than you are muscular.
|There are other body types as well. The next pic shows a slave who is thin or slim or some call it “ribbed” or the description defined is also ok with me. That looks fantastic in my opinion.|
|And you know what? The absolute normal guy also looks fantastic. The majority of people just has a total normal body shape. Like this one for example. And it’s great. It’s beautiful.|
Self awareness means that you know how you look like and that you know how others see you. 18 month ago I had a weight of 106 kilos. I was not chubby, I was absolutely overweighted, fat like a pig!
Than I started to train and I lost 28 kilos. But still I wouldn’t describe myself as normal. I am still overweighted and I need much more training. I am neither muscled nor am I defined. I am still overweighted, stocky maybe.
I still have round hips and too much belly fat but I know it. I am aware of it. I would never ever describe myself as muscular. NEVER EVER!
Latest update from that 28 year old german slave? He didn’t show up. He sent a message today that his car was broken. The roof didn’t close anymore from his cabriolet. I told him to come by train on saturday and I would pick him up at the station. The 4 hrs ride by train was too much for him. He really didn’t show up. Remember what I said earlier about german slaves? I should have listened to my stomach and should have followed my new years resolution.
Ah yeah and guess what nationality that “muscular” slave had? You are right. He was german.
From now on: No german slaves anymore. Thanks but I am definitely fed up with that!
I wish all my readers and followers a happy weekend. Enjoy life and make the best out of it.
It can be too short at times so have fun and stay safe.
I am 47 years old and I am from north-western germany. I am located in a very small city called Leer(Ostfriesland). It’s close to the dutch border. Our next bigger cities are Bremen which is at the same time my nearest airport and Emden. I am married since almost 5 years and I live openly gay. I own a house at the country side here in north-western germany without direct neighbours. My next neighbour is about 100 meters away from my property.
I am into SM for more than 25 years now. I always was a master, active and dominant and sadistic by nature. Let’s start with a very stupid thing I hear over and over again: “You can only be a good master if you have started as a slave”. Sorry but that’s bullshit. All you need to be a good master is a working brain to be able to watch your slaves how they handle things. So don’t let noone tell you that bullshit sentence. It’s simply rubbish.
Every once in a while people ask me what I like and what turns me on. Usually I am tired to answer those questions cause you just need to look at my blog and you can answer it yourself but today I feel like in a mood to write a bit about it. My favourite tool is the bullwhip. I like to tie slaves up in a spreadeagled position and to whip them. It turns me on to see the whip impacting on a slaves body. It turns me on to see the body reacting to the inflicted pain. I like to see how the muscles react and I am curious how much a new slave can take.
I like it rough and extreme. But whatever I do I always do it safe, sane and responsible.
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