A column by Master Ferdok about his way to live the sm with brain and heart.

Dear fetish lovers,

He: I don’t think  that I can handle the things that I saw in your videos on xtube.

Me: What do you mean exactly?

He: Everything but especially the cbt things.

Me: Why do you think that? Did you try it before?

He: No. I don’t have any experience with cbt but my balls are very sensitive and in the videos I have seen it all looked do brutal and painful. I am sure I can’t take something like that.

Me: Believe me, you can.

He: I can? How? I have no experience with cbt.

Me: Listen. It’s not about if you have experience. It’s about how the things are done to you. It’s about the atmosphere and about the way you will be psychological supported  and guided while you get tortured!!!

I often have conversations like this. People look at my videos on xtube and than they get scared about the things they see. But there are things that you don’t see on this videos. Things that are important to know about. The psychological aspect is something that makes 80% of a great cbt session.

Last weekend I had someone in my dungeon who also thought it all might get too hard and too violent but after the first torture session which lasted nearly one hour that slave shot a load like he hasn’t had any orgasm for one year. He was totally covered with his own cum after I finally rewarded him with letting him cum.

And that slave went through the same treatment like it is shown in my videos on xtube. And that slave was constantly hard during the whole hour of torture.


Unbelievable? May sound like it but it’s true. And the next torture session lasted even longer and also during that torture session the slave stayed hard the whole time. I bound his balls, used several floggers on his balls, used a hammer made of foamed material and also used a strap on his balls and while all that was done to him he was
forced to wear also nippleclamps. So how is it possible that the slave stayed hard all that time? During all the time of torture I always kept the slave on the edge. He was always in the situation that he was just seconds before to shoot his load. But I didn’t let him cum. Instead of letting him cum I started to torture his balls. I started with binding them tightly. After that I started to use a small flogger on his balls. That slave got some lashes with the flogger and than I took care of his dick again. It was always this turn more or less. Joy, than pain, than joy and horny feelings again. Having done this for one hour the slave almost got mad when I just touched his dick.

You do not have to like pain and you do not need experience to go through such a cbt session. All that is needed is someone who can bring you through such a session. Someone who can motivate you to go on taking pain, someone who is able to control your mind. As I already stated earlier 80% of a good cbt session is about the psychological part.

What happens if a slave should go soft during such a session? I can only tell you what I do in these cases. That’s the moment when I use additional toys like masks or blindfolds. It helps when you take away the sight from a slave. The first reason why it helps is that the slave doesn’t see the instruments anymore that I will use next on him. And when I use a blindfold on a slave I am able to still whisper in his ear while he is tied on my gynaecological chair. And than I whisper things like: “Hey slaveboy. You want to be a good slave, right? You don’t want to disappoint me, right? And you will take more pain to make me happy, right?”

I haven’t met one slave in all these years who wouldn’t have liked the kind of cbt session that I do. And it’s true. You can take much more than you think.

I wish all my followers a happy weekend and pls stay open for making new experiences.




Master Ferdok

I am 47 years old and I am from north-western germany. I am located in a very small city called Leer(Ostfriesland). It’s close to the dutch border. Our next bigger cities are Bremen which is at the same time my nearest airport and Emden. I am married since almost 5 years and I live openly gay. I own a house at the country side here in north-western germany without direct neighbours. My next neighbour is about 100 meters away from my property.

I am into SM for more than 25 years now. I always was a master, active and dominant and sadistic by nature. Let’s start with a very stupid thing I hear over and over again: “You can only be a good master if you have started as a slave”. Sorry but that’s bullshit. All you need to be a good master is a working brain to be able to watch your slaves how they handle things. So don’t let noone tell you that bullshit sentence. It’s simply rubbish.

Every once in a while people ask me what I like and what turns me on. Usually I am tired to answer those questions cause you just need to look at my blog and you can answer it yourself but today I feel like in a mood to write a bit about it. My favourite tool is the bullwhip. I like to tie slaves up in a spreadeagled position and to whip them. It turns me on to see the whip impacting on a slaves body. It turns me on to see the body reacting to the inflicted pain. I like to see how the muscles react and I am curious how much a new slave can take.

I like it rough and extreme. But whatever I do I always do it safe, sane and responsible.

If you want to know more about me and my other favourits so follow my column.


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