1997 | 186 cm | 95 kg
I LIKE PLAYING WITH MY WELL USED DIAPER AND BEING A LITTLE CHILDISH PUPPY WHO NEEDS ATTENTION.
How long have you already been living out your kinky side and how did you came to that?
I have been into diapers about 6 years now but only really in the last 2 years been getting more in to the ABDL side of it. My pup side is more recently and have only been doing it for about 6 months. My interest with diapers came when around 9 when I found my nephews (5 years old) night diapers when I were visiting my grandparents a summer. I instantly wanted to try one on, so I borrowed one and went to the bathroom to put it on. It were a fantastic feeling and really wanted to pee in it to see what it felt like, and so I did. I loved that feeling and for the 2 weeks that summer I borrowed a diaper each day and wet the diaper in the bathroom and threw it away right after.
I then forgot about this till I were 16 where I by accident stumbled over an abdl pic. I instantly remembered again how it felt but I was still living with my parents so needed to be a bit sneaky. With some research I found an online shop for adult diapers and bought some when my parents were out of town for a few days. When I got them, I got really excited about it and could not wait to put them on and feel what I did 7 years prier. It felt weird in the beginning but also kind of comfy. After that I wore diapers when I could but that were not very often maybe once a month if I were lucky.
So when I finished high school and went to live for my self in a dorm close to the college I am going to it made it a lot easier to wear diapers more often, and now I am in diapers nearly every weekend and still loving to wear and wet them.
My pup side is more boring because I found it through my diaper fetish, when I was looking for some “good” pictures of diaper butts. I suddenly stumbled upon a completely nude man except he had a diaper and a dog hood on. I loved the picture and immediately got curious about the hood, so I surfed the net a bit and found out it were called pup play. After a couple of days my curiosity got the better of me and I bought a pup hood and went on a rampage to find out more about pup play.
Now it is about 6 months in and I am having some fun with being a pup, and I have found some really nice friends through it. But I am still only doing it when I am home in my own room and I have not met any one in real life yet, but maybe I will find someone near me soon to meet.
Whats especially important for you there?
It’s important for me to feel safe and not have my boundaries disrespected. It doesn’t mean that you can’t push my boundaries, but it needs to be so I still feel safe and not looked at like a toy there just there to being used. It is also important to have fun with what I am doing.
Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?
I am still exploring a lot, but I like playing with my well used diaper and being a little childish puppy who needs attention. Or just playing a happy little pup who loves to wag his tail, whilst obeying an online master.
What kind of guys do you like?
Would not say I have a long list of things I like in guys. I like one who’s sweet and funny, sometimes a bit dominating but who also can be submissive sometimes. I like when they are easy to talk to and care about the conversation. So all in all a sweet and nice guy who accepts who I am ^w^
What was your hottest experience until now?
Well it is a little embarrassing, but it was the first time I messed my diaper and I don’t normally mess my diaper even if it feels nice. It started normal with me in my diaper and enjoying it whilst chatting with some online abdl friends. I drank lots of water so my diaper was slowly getting wetter and wetter and suddenly I just got a stomach cramp. I could not move a lot so I were kind of stuck where I was and the need to poop were sneaking up on me. Within 2 minutes the cramp stopped but now I were afraid to move because I could nearly not hold my poop in and I were afraid if I moved it would come out. Well then I just sat there and accepted my fate and let loose.
When I let loose the flood gates opened and I could feel as a big amount of brown mess filled my diaper and spread up the front and back. For some reason it felt really nice and I became really horny but when it sat down in it felt just even better and I nearly came form it. Then I began rubbing the front of my diaper and had the biggest orgasm of my life. it were really nice but a big mess to clean up.
Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?
Something I would really like to try is for me to meet someone who would put me in a diaper and care about me whilst we cuddle up. Just make me feel like a little happy diaper pup would be really fun to try out. I would also like to try to be at a pup party/event with other pups and handlers to have lots of fun.