Sometimes i miss wanking, but then i remember that it is just a moment of pleasure that leaves me generally unfulfilled
Are you a sub, slave, faggot or how would you describe yourself?
If i had to choose, i would say somewhere between a faggot and a sub. inferior and available for Men to use as a receptacle for Their pleasure. i get pleasure from being able to make Him feel satisfied and enjoy Himself and His time with me to the most. That part would be the sub. The faggot in me has no desire to ever top. i absolutely love to bottom and to please my partner through bending to His will
What’s your motivation for being in chastity?
It started as a passing fancy at first, but the more i identified as a bottom and how much i enjoyed giving up control and my hole, i realised how little i had an interest in using my dick. it became a distraction to the point where i would jerk off and lose any interest in being used. now, i am learning to refocus my pleasure as coming from my holes and giving myself up to someone to use.
How long have you been into chastity?
i have spent most of 2019 locked in periods of time. usually weeks, but the longest i have been consistently in chastity would be about 90 days.
What device do you wear?
Currently, i am in the version 2 of the Holy Trainer. i started off in the large cage and recently downsized to the standard cage.
Are you locked 24/7?
For the most part, i am locked 24/7 except for cleaning times. the only time that doesn’t happen is because of work or if there’s a cut or bruise that needs to heal.
Do you have a keyholder?
Sadly i do not but it is something that i am very excited to explore with someone in the future.
What’s the longest you’ve gone locked?
This period of 90+ days would be the longest. Locktober to now and hopefully well into the new year.
Don’t you miss masturbating/cumming while locked up?
Sometimes i do, but then i remember that it is just a moment of pleasure that leaves me generally unfulfilled. i lose all motivation to serve and submit and make myself useful. So why bother to cum lol. And i can always assturbate until the urges go away or until i am too tired to function.
How often are you allowed to cum?
There isn’t any real schedule. the only rule i have for myself is that i am not allowed to jerk off. ever. If i am uncaged i can tease myself but if i am to orgasm it has to be hands free. similarly, i can cum while locked, but i have to be extremely worked up and throbbing in my cage. And it’s still deeply unfulfilling. squirt some juices and i am sill horny.
What were some of the problems you’ve had with chastity devices and how did you solve them?
Finding the right fit in general. learning the right base right size so i can’t slide out, the right cage size so that i can’t get erect without some form of restriction or pain. not to mention problems with being uncut and having a PA. So it’s always interesting to try and balance everything as well as regularly cleaning.
What are some of the positive effects of chastity you’ve noticed?
i am more fixated on finding Men to serve and using my body to please Them. i also realise how much time i have lost looking at porn and jerking off that i can use for other things. Overall, it keeps me much more open an receptive and willing to push my own limits.