Our Reader’s Fetish Life
Betaboy11 | 1993 | 170 cm | 55 kg | Carabobo (VE)
I often decided to get naked in the bathroom and crawl in the floor imagining a Queen was there and that I had to show her how humble I could be.
How long have you already been living out your kinky side and how did you came to that?
Since I was a little boy I had fantasies about being subjugated by others and providing them with docile service, for example, one of my first fantasies regarding my submissive feelings is from when I was a kid, right after shower I started to fantasize that I had an older sister or cousin that took advantage of me, and forced me to wash their underwear. Years later, when I was practicing baseball (before my teen years), when I returned from practice, I often decided to get naked in the bathroom and crawl in the floor imagining a Queen was there and that I had to show her how humble I could be. I also remember in swimming classes I used to watch an older girl “fight” in the pool with her little brother, she was always the one winning and used to keep him under the water for a few seconds to subdue him, I remember being a little bit jealous of the boy and wished I could have an older sister doing that to me. This was before having a sense of sexuality and masturbation, this was pure submissiveness and a strong need to serve, manifesting itself in a young boy.
With time my submissive feelings have deepened, I truly believe living the life of an owned slave is what’s best for me, and I truly hope to one day be able to feel like the owned and subjugated boy I am meant to be. About living out my kinky side I am actually unowned, being from Venezuela makes it hard to find people interested in enslaving a boy and train him to serve, what I have been doing is sharing my submissive tendencies in several websites like fetlife, bdsmlr and I recently uploaded my own exposure gallery in imagefap. I am planning to add more websites to increase my exposure, if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. I can chat in kik: betaboy11
Whats especially important for you there?
What is important for me is to feel truly owned and inferior towards Dominant people, to be disciplined so my service is always of the highest quality, to embrace my subservient place in life so others can feel completely comfortable when using me and demanding my attention and energy, to improve as much as possible my submissive nature so I can remain as docile as possible, to be extensively trained so I can endure all sorts of abuse and humiliation, without losing my composture and without losing my focus, which is to please Dominant people. In short, what’s important for me is to have the privilege of having a Dominant person/people to serve, and to be trained so I can be properly molded and conditioned.
Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?
Yes, I have a foot fetishism, this mostly applied to female feet, but I can see myself attending males feet after being conditioned or simply beaten enough. When I think about it, I think I enjoy worshiping all the body parts that are normally seen as nasty or stinky, not just feet but also ass, and even armpits. Sexuality is always evolving, so I truly think my sexuality can be molded by a Dominant person. Those would be the only fetishes I have, other things I also enjoy would be to endure exposure and humiliation, the higher the number of people that participate in those activities at my expense, the more humbling the experience is. I have also noticed that chastity can make males much more docile, this certainly applies in my case, and I think that in order to reach my most submissive state, a strict chastity regime would be a very useful element, the frustration of being denied not only sexual pleasure, but also erections while at the same time being ordered to provide all kind of services to others, must be incredibly erotic and intense.
What kind of guys do you like?
I actually prefer women, but I can see myself providing any type of service to males. I would prefer males that are stronger and bigger than myself, this is not difficult because I am a slim guy and I am not very strong, so being overpowered should be easy for most guys out there. I would also prefer guys that understand the need to serve that exist in submissive people, and use it to his advantage. Lastly, I don’t know why but when I think about this, I believe I might feel more comfortable serving men that are between 10 and 20 years older than me. I think I could also provide service to younger males and those that are my age, but it is easier for me to see me giving a foot rub or a blow job to a male that is a little bit older.
What was your hottest experience until now?
Sadly, I don’t have any experience with males so far, but I am willing to change this if the opportunity arises. My interactions with males have been only online, I have been exposed on public cams (chaturbate), I have taken tons of request for videos and pictures using the kik chat. For example, I once did a video practicing my blowjob skills with a banana, I also did a video of me trying to cum in face, but failing because the cum went right to my chest and belly, I also did a video acting like a puppy. I haven’t publish videos on porn sites, but I might start to do it soon, I could increase my exposure as a slave, and it might provide entertainment to other people out there, the only content I have published online is the one I mentioned in the first answer, I had a tumblr but it was clase after the platform changed its rule regarding adult content.
Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?
I do have dreams, I fantasize in becoming the owned property of a wealthy family, being their domestic servant, acting as their personal assistant, and of course, being their total slave in every aspect, enduring exposure to their wealthy and kinky friends, and ending up serving a network of powerful and kinky people that enjoy having slaves at their beck and call. That would be my dream, living a life where I am collared and marked as an owned boy, knowing all of my energy is put into serving people that deserve it.