When im a pup for someone i like to take orders, fool around but also receive some punishment and pain
How long have you already been living out your kinky side and how did you came to that?
I’ve been living my kinky side around 2 years so far. I always dreamed and fantasied about lots of kinks from pup play to fisting to many other things growing up but as soon as i turned 18 i went ahead and began searching for people to explore it with. Surprise in a few days i found someone in NY, was put in a collar and turned into his sub/pup for the week. Fisting i started abit later a few months after turned 19 which was honestly more of i had too much free time to myself and soon my toys wasnt enough
Whats especially important for you there?
Something important is lots of trust and communication but also lots of fun and pushing limits. When im a pup for someone i like to take orders, fool around but also receive some punishment and pain. For the most part tho its the reminder of what something felt like and what happened after that i always end up loving. it could be someone fisting me and pushing past my limits, or getting spanked hard then cuddling and talking after that i love and draws me in.
Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?
Most part for my preferences i do like people pushing my limits. Lots of times ive run into guys and still run into guys that look at me and see how small i am and are worried about going to hard or being to aggressive to me and it kind of kills some of the fun. So when i meet someone i prefer them pushing me hard or getting aggressive, making me remember who i was with and what they did.
What kind of guys do you like?
I dont have much of a preference other then then being open to kinks or having things they would like to explore with me. Tho because of my nature i do take lots of time till i finally say yes to meeting someone from past trust issues and stuff especially if there expecting me to sub to them or they wanna fist me open. I want to make sure they understand my limits before any meeting.
So tell me, how do you make sure you can trust a guy so that you are ready to deliver yourself to him?
Usually takes talking for a few days in less kinky manners so i can get a sense of what they like to do and what they are like in a normal day to day bases and when i feel ready for a first meet i usually prefer a normal more public setting to talk in person for abit and get a feel for them then i begin to open up my more sub and pup side to them as i build that relationship.
What was your hottest experience until now?
So far my hottest experience was meeting a guy and being blindfolded while he guided to me to his toys he had out in his room and making me ride each of them while he feed me poppers and used my throat. there was very little talking just me riding toys and having my throat fucked at his order. it was something simple but it was also the first time playing with large toys and exploring poppers as well.
Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?
This is hard to say cus theres lots i want to experience. But for the most part i want to explore other guys kinks more then mine. I like finding dom guys who have things they want to try and do to a sub and volunteering myself to help them explore it.
What is the attraction to be used by others to live THEIR kinks so that they get THEIR satisfaction?
Its more of a curiosity of what people are turned on and the need to help them explore it that i enjoy. Something about meeting people who are into so many different things and helping them explore it and get them off u love while also discovering kinks that i might start liking myself.
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